what would go in the emergency knapsack, or "e-knapsack," or possibly "e-sack" that should be prepared at my earliest convenience
1. water
2. candles
3. protein bars
4. transistor radio
5. extra batteries
6. money
7. first aid kit (to be discussed in upcoming lists)
8. notebook
9. pen
10. sweatshirt
11. underwear
12. some kind of spiritual meditation book
13. bus maps
14. complete person contact sheet
15. bug spray (nontoxic)

what i ate so far today
1. two ("2") hard boiled eggs
2. coffee
3. one ("1") plastic container of odwalla brand super protein 2003 18g of protein per bottle vitamin fruit juice drink 450 ml (15.2 fl oz)

facts
1. it's not fair.
2. i rock.
3. i want a vespa.
4. harlem is a new housing possibility.
5. i might be over brooklyn.
6. i might be over new york altogether.
7. i'm ready for my new life to begin.
8. i need to prepare an emergency knapsack.
9. it might be time for a hair cut.
10. i know god has my back.
11. i purchased lunch and breakfast from a deli today for a grand total of $7.50.
12. i deserve to go to the movies.
13. another way to look at fear is excitement.

my weekend
1. eagle.
2. heron.
3. ducks, school of.
4. salmon.
5. wal-mart.
6. "panda paw" ice cream.
7. delaware river.
8. rain.
9. wnba playoffs.
10. two ("2") kitties.
11. coffee debacle.
12. communities of hasidim.
13. sauce of greek yogurt, cumin, garlic, fresh dill, kirby cucumbers.
14. roasted whole carrots.
15. banana cream pie provided by person with many parallel life stories and facts functioning at once, with obvious conflicts, in a lovely glass pie dish probably from the 1940s with a matching glass lid.